It all starts with fantasy life. :<
It all went wrong, when I decided to switch guilds.
I left my beloved Prince.
WHY.

God, why.

Because, the advertisment was for BL fans and homos. :/ I couldn't resist. A few minutes later, I found out it was too obvious; the guild leader is most likely like me.
I don't wanna remember this, so I'm posting something else. :<


Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again, if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

Nil is my newest son.
Chou is my most precious.


1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
N: Nil Pryderi.
C: I was just named Chou.

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
C :I did'nt know what a calendar, or numbers were.
N: I was adopted.

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
C: As a butterfly sprite, I eat nectar and any sweets.
N: Everything gourmet. =w=

4. And your favorite drink?
C: Fruit Juice
N: Tea

5. Your crush/lover?
N: I can't decide yet. ;-;
C: I'm in love with the school healer.

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
C: Yes.
N: I can't decide who to k-k-k-......

7. Classic question! What's your favorite colour?
N: It's always been blue.
C: I love my hair color. The flowers like it are so sweet.

8. Who's your favorite author?
C:  I don't understand. o-o
N: Eoin Colfer. :>

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
C: Being caught and pressed between a case of hardened water that never melts, like my brother and father.
N: Completely losing my power in a battle and being abandoned.

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
C:....-cries- And flies away.
N: -goes after Chou-

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
C: -sniffs- My father and brother.
N: It's okay....My teachers and my Dad.

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
N: My story hasn't developed yet, but it's the bad guys. >:D
C: -spreads out wings- Same answer.

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
N: The good guys always narrowly escape.
C:Victoriously, of course.

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
N: Play Mabinogi. o-o
C: hit her until she gives me a real family.

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
N: The greatest Protector.
C: Like my Dad.


16. What's your worst nightmare?

N: I was swiftly killed in battle.
C: To be compressed in magic Ice.

17. What's your lifelong dream?
N: To have my own family and become strong.
C: To master all of my magic.

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
N&C: Settle down.

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
N&C: In a fruit garden.

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
N&C: Training and playing,

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT!
YOU!!
I'm thinking of drawing that, when someone cares to read it.
Anyway...
I'm ready to leave the guild, but I can't suddenly leave, especially and bad terms.
....
I pretty much told him WMing a whole dungeon (my hard earned pass) offends me, behind his back, by broadcasting on the forums.
He was hurt, then embarrased me even further, since everyone was against me hating WM KS'ers.
......I'm going to do something rash, and re-DL MapleStory. Dig up my past....
I do hate playing it, but it's low pressure, and I miss the soundtrack.
I wanna get RO too. ;-;
I'm so cowardly.

Mabinogi

:I:   

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That is how FMA:B makes me feel. Oh god, I exploded. So many times.

Yes, that's the official title of it. Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood.

The story opens with the Fuhrer Bradley, commanding Roy Mustang (with his cute manga face, and a new, quite fitting voice)  to battle the Ice Alchemist; with Ed and Al's (Paku & Kugimiya are back together again~!!) help. Maes Hughes, with perfect adjacence to Manga!Hughes meets Ed and Al, immediatly whipping out his family picture, invited them to his home.  He annoys the hell out of Roy~ :D They love each other, so it's okay. <3

Al keeps a diary of everything he inspires to eat (awwww), and Ed is an angry chibi. :D This series portrays their relationship quite strongly; just as Arakawa-sensei portrayed it. They rely completely upon each other, especially in a fight, and do everything in perfect snychorization.  The title was even named after their bond.

I'm not giving the entire episode away, in case someone decides to watch. :>

The intro is sung by YUI(Bleach), it's very cute, beautifully animated, and calm.

The end theme is also wonderfully animated with awkward looking stick figures resembling the characters, it is performed by SID (Kuroshitsuji), and called Uso (Lie), with a bittersweet alt-rock theme.

--------------Emo teenager-ness follows-----------




YOU BE WARNED




Yesterday...actually two days ago, I woke up to mom, yelling at me, to get off the stairs. That's where I crashed, after Kelsey's 10th birthday party.
Why the stairs? Granny was watching TV in my room (despite my complaints) at 1:00am. The party was a bit fun. I had to hang out with mostly 30 year old mom's, since the boys went to a party. I sure as hell wasn't going to play dress up with a bunch of 10-year-olds. And Asimah. I hung out with the old ones, drawing, and playing some lame name-the-catchphase-with *blank* in-it game. They were all acting less mature than me, even freaking wetting their pants, so I didn't feel too left out. :/ I wasn't acting like a jerk. :>

So, after that, we went home, I slept and woke up, than slept again, then Weezie came over to take me out.  O BBY YES. We always have the best days I can remember. My favorite aunt. <3 Sasha came over too...that was kinda different. She didn't mind mom at home, since I was there. The only bad part was transporting her fast enough..she's such a boy chaser, even at 1-year old....>.>

We went to a kid party, for a few (Sasha was a hit), Weezie showed us off at Whole Foods to all her weird friends, then got pizza. After, we went to The Grove: American Girl Place for Sash, and Barnes & Noble for me. 'm starting to hate that place. We went to Blick's (Blix) Art store, our destination. SOOO CHEAPPP. 80 PRISMACOLORS FOR $30. O__O
I got an eraser, a new Prisma Sharperner, one powder blue Prisma and two of the best pencils ever, that I haven't seen for two years. * w * Also, a cool canvas bag, for only $1.99. And one of those manga sketchbooks. FIVE FREAKIN' DOLLARS....
The cashier was a veeeery sloooow freaking weirdo (one of the clerks was weird too, in a cool way), and left out my blue prisma, and eraser. >:I Jerk. I got a Blick's Card, though.

We went home. Mom didn't take any time, to be a jerk. Granny is surprised, how I was towards her, since she hit and pulled my neck and left nail/finger prints in my arm. All I did to deserve that, was say "EHHH." When she was nagging, for the 50th time that hour. I don't want to live with her anymore. She's literally the worst person I know.
Because I pushed her back after she did that, she took my mouse. :<

Guhhhh. Speak of the devil. She's back.
g2g, she may take the mouse again.
- Teko


She didn't take it. :> I guess she tried to apologize, by buying me a hunk of chocolate and sharing jellybeans. I still  had to clean up, though. :/
Also: "The Middle's" lyrics are  about a teen girl, who's getting too stressed with life, like me. :> But, everything should be fine, since she's only in the middle of the ride. :)
Also again: I can't stop singing Jesse McCarteny's songs in my head. >.> Damn, he's hawt. Still, not anywhere near Gackt. <3
Buh-bye fur real now.

-Teko

I "RP-ed" my alter ego, but dA's been hating him, lately. :/ I think I'll give it up.

I also went with Shawny, who freakin' made us walk the entire way.
*checks how many miles* Unmistakenly 6.2 freaking miles. My god.

Ronald was fun and silly (with his outta line jokes), Clarissa wants to be a nurse, and there's another drawer in class.

Then we just WALKED. He has so much stamina and can walk endlessly, dragging poor me along without rest.

I think I might keep up the alter ego, and do a webcomic of his "life".
I really want to....

I'll be walking to school in the 40 degree weather today.
I'll post how it went.
I want h. NAOTO's summer collection, a pen tablet, Nintendo DS (or whatever the new one is), a light box, and a shota manga for the 'sweet 16' this year. ;_; I doubt I'll get anything, though.

I branched out my gaming ego into  the rest of the internet. dA's recieved him well.
Mom's lost the car from driving plate-less, so I've been walking and catching the bus to school. I hate it. The people are pretty much lifeless, besides a few interesting characters.
I like making up egos for them.
Shawny's gonna start sharing the kitchen duties with me.

Problem:  I'm stuck with schoolwork and need at least two units in the next ten days (since not having the car got me two/three truancies). That, and I missed the Elf vs. Giant contest, due to -hime- being an inaedquate admin (seriously Nexon, fire her.) and not posting something as simple as a date. *sigh* At least I'm happy in the internet.

Well, my mom took the mouse for a few days, since I gave up animal products.
She also took one of every shoe in our house (but, both pairs of mine) and everything in my room besides a blanket.

The scary part: She was humming and singing crazily the entire time.
Needless to say, being trapped in the house to do literally nothing took it's toll on me.
I cried everytime I realized how empty my life really is.

I'm addicted to the video games. They help me forget any bad thing that I can. It's like I actually do become that free, happy, little boy.
Yeah, I know its unhealthy.

The stupid woman finally listened to my cries and realized that I really have no value in life at all.
That led to a session of "Depression Exercises".

She and Sasha stayed that night and bothered me until I left. Took until 6am.

Now I'm back on the computer...I need to get my lawyer for the Emancipation ASAP... (though the stupid woman pretends not to understand the word).

~Teko

But first, me and mom had to ride a bus. Or five.
UGGGGHHHH.

We walked a lot too. NOT USED TO THAT.

When we FINALLY got there, it was obviously full of sick kids.
I had to get a physical before we just walked right in for a prescription for my terrible eye sight.

The doctors were my worse fear: Cold. Unfriendly.  Assuming.
They treated me (and several other small children) like business. Our BODIES. Not freaking paperwork. Not that they would, but I'd rather they draw blood any day. So many kids there were terrified.

The first guy took my hearing and vision.
Y'know about the big 'E' chart? I only could see the 'E'. Nothing else clearly. GLASSESSS.
The guy kept walking in during my physical...I was iffed for awhile, but relaxed when I realized a female doctor would come in.

I wore a paper towel-ish dress.
My mom (being VERY unsupportive) filled paperwork and the stupid woman came in.
She checked my boobs, tummy, walking, reflexes...and my heart.
As when I was born prematurely, there was a murmur. Meaning extra heart movement.
I already knew about it from a self check a few months earlier.
So yeah... now I've got to get blood tests (WEEH,  they're gong to need so many tubes!) and see a cardiologist.

She kept talking on my weight...of course.
"For your height, a maximum of 165lbs. You need to eat dairy, eggs, cheese, meat-"
"I'm vegetarian."
"Vegetarian won't eat dairy??"
"I'm not a lacto-ovo." I don't do animal products at all.
"You're skinny. Have you looked at the pictures of those people?"
"I'm not even close to some people who have disorders..."

Later during exam: "...I can see your ribs."
"Nuh-uh!"
Mom: "Shut up!"

Iccck.
We walked/ bused home.

Obviously, she's reporting to her sister now and on theway home, we started a challenge.

Gain 20lbs. in 5 months.
...for $500.

TABLET- I CAN GET ONE.
Of course, meat is almost a requirement for that.
So I'm chewing on a freakin tuna-egg salad sandwich she made for me right now.

I want to cry. ;__;
I wish it were warm.

Been thorough a lot of freakin crap, latetly.
Life's been terrible, as usual. My mom's refusing to give me back all the money she's taken from me, over the past year. It's been accumilated to about $200. She's saying I apparently owe her for the day I went clothes shopping, though I completely saw no point in the whole trip, she insisted. Can't believe she'd actually use such a cheap tactic, just not to give me money. She can't stand the thought of me having means to leave home.
Speaking of leaving home, I have to find out wether or not she has to agree to my emancipation....because she obviously doesn't.

My deadbeat, dropout uncle moved back in with us after 5 years, or so. He lived with another sister, than a mean girlfriend before moving back with us (earlier today, in the car, he told us that he tried cursing her back, as a counterattack, and he couldn't... The thought of him even attempting something like that is hilarious).
I think he's 30, now; finally deciding on going back to high school. He  wants to be an ENT. Who'd've guessed.

The place my mom hit me last month  still hurts when I'm in a weird position......
I would'nt be afraid to die at all...
ANYWAYS. There's strong winds outside. It always had scared me a little.  Like giant monsters, roaring,  just outside. Or something. o__o
Maybe Godzilla and Mothra are having sex, to busy to crush the town. Godzilla is the seme. :)
Thats why all those weird *ROOOOARRR squeaky-squeaky-sque- ROOOOAR* sounds keep happening.

Yesterday, I was in tears yelling at mother that she never allows me away from home. "If you leave, you won't be coming back here. I'll lock you out.", is what I here after asking to walk to 7-11not even a half-mile away.
As conpensation, she let me got to the nearby Borders (the only place that has yaoi around here) and I read so muuuuch.... Lots of BL for sale, though it was wrapped. Had fun and read 3 random unwrappped ones. So hard to remain composed and not giggle in front of people one was a one-shot about some boys outta high school, living in their first two-bedroom flat, with 2 roomates. One couple was childhood friends who loved each other. They started dting and the other one was  scared to have sex. He thought "Wait, if we start dating, we'd have to do that too (refering to roomies, goin' at it)...does that mean I'd have to be the girl?!!", it  was hilarious! After 21days into the relationship, they were sharing their 5th french kiss, when the seme was like "It's been a month, I'm at my limit...."  and the uke was like "......o__o I HAVE DIARREAHEA TODAY *zooms away*" So hard to contain my lolz. He went to bed, unable to contain himself of the thought of finally having sex...=___= he wanted to, he was just scared of pain...he kept dreaming about him, and realized he gave himself a 'fever'. xD; He told his boyfriend upon his return, "I'm ready! If you say no because I have a fever, I'll kick your ass!" MOAR LULZ.

.... there was a shota I really wanted too, about a boy adopting an orphan for his brother and falling in love with him, of course.

The back review said:
"'In this delightful story, there are too many cute little boys to handle!
It makes me wanna take them home and start a harem...!"
Obvious anonymous fujoshi-shotacon wrote that! :D
(Couldn't resist, I had to find a scanslation on the first chapter. :) It was about some Prince and Merman...the Prince looked at the Merman's sister, turning her into bubbles, and seeking vengence, he tried killing him. The Prince fell in love with the Merman, so tried to drown so he'd be saved again.  When the Merman showed up, the Prince explained to him (while naughtily touching him, of course) that he was hated by the country for killing the mermaid.  He drank a potion he had, to transform himself into a merman, too. He was still rejected in marriage, but he tried to have sex with the  Merman  anyway...until he realized that Mermen had tails. XD LOL. They both had legs at night only, though they lost their voices. :) How fun! I really want this manga, now.)

Oh yeah, I started reading Hetalia! :D It really is something anyone can enjoy. I love it! New favorite fandom. (How late am I? xD;;)

My mom had my mouse and keyboard all night. She tried to get me up, but I just 'slept' through her childish protests and blanket throwing and other stupid awakening tactics. The way I got it back was by cleaning her daily disgusting mess in the kitchen.  At about 10:30 tonight. Of course, the idiot's always calling me lazy and trifling, though she only ever either sits or eats all day, the gluttonous beast; as an obvious result, the kitchen looks terrible, she's incapable of picking up after herself. Or wearing pants or underwear. Or not overusing profanity. Or not being illogical.
The only person I can be truly malicious to.

HATE RAEG DIE MALICE

On a lighter note, a list of my New Years' Res:

-Gain 12+ lbs and don't lose anymore weight
-Improve drawing by branching out on media
-Become level 100 on Mabinogi
-Become less misanthropic
-Do two years of High School at OFY
-Become Emancipated
-Save money, from a job!
-Lose depression
*sigh* Lotta work to do.

~Teko

I woke up to Mother's request, as usual.  Her voice screeched that I was a waste of space. I proceeded to watch Christmas specials on TV, since it's the closest I usually get to celebrating...
They all had the same theme. Proving that Santa Claus exists.

According to me, Santa really does exist. He is the very real personification of Christmas spirit, joyfulness, giving, and receiving reward for good behavior. He does break in to places, spreading happiness and gifts, if he is not blocked by family values or intolerance towards the celebration of another personification's birthday. 'Foolishness not to, I say. Christmas has nothing but good, pure, honest values and messages.
You don't need to believe in Christianity to celebrate goodness,  reward, happiness, and giving at all; I know I don't.

Anyway, here's how the r est of it went. I spent about 4 hours, sobbing over how Santa is blocked from my home. Christmas is not always about joyfulness. I asked my mom to cash the $50 money order my godfather gave me, my only gift, save for my aunt's Hot Chocolate set (Of which was awesome. I totally expected someone to get me drawing supplies, which are usually the wrong ones. No one usually notices my love of hot drinks.) She replied, "No. No one is opened, anyway. I'm going to be your Grinch this Christmas."
I proceeded to cry again, begging for a Christmas miracle.
After gaming a bit, my Grinch said we have to go to my Aunts' very big, cold, uncomfortable house, of which passionately hate.

I obviously protested. Didn't get dressed until she threatened physical abuse. She's about 3 times my size, and I always only have defense, against her when she goes crazier. I dressed and left. It was terrible. Very cold, big, and loud with triple the amount of children that are usually there. I didn't smile once, until the end of the night, when we played scategories. I did 9/12 in two minutes. My cousin kept cheating.
I rofled at the fact that she got 3/12 in three minutes.

Then...we slept, 'til 6am, instead of going home.

That was probably the mistake.

At 6am, we got up and packed. My mother, for some reason packs enough things and toiletries for her and my sister for a week. It would've taken us 4 trips to take everything. She, being lazy, told me to heat the car (in 30 degree weather) so my sister wouldn't cry upon her leave. I knew she was just being lazy, so I  went without protest.

I turned the car and heater on, full-blast.

As we prepared to leave, I came back, to shaken and cold to cry and whimpered, "T-the d-d-door....." and my mom called me the most inappropriate things. I curled into a ball, hiding out of her sight. She was enraged, but I forgot she won't beat me in front of family and I'm more likely to be hit alone. My hiding worked, she didn't find me until she was calmed down.

My Uncle eventually pried the window open with fireplace shovels. I silently rejoiced.

I avoided her anger by being a puppet, as always.

We came home, and I gamed a bit, then typed this up...

Now I'm sleepy. 
Good bye.

Q_Q Ugggh, so much work...
My cruel family forced every female in the house (they don't care about sexism at all) to work, work, work. Whether it was cooking or cleaning, slicing or scrubbing, 8 or 15 years old, every girl was on their feet all day.
The men, like everyday, either did nothing useful, eat, or beg for food.
I will never allow my sons to be like this.

-siggghs- Anyway, after the preps were done, we had absolutely nothing to do, but play with the gay dogs.
That was the only good thing about the day.

The guests started to arrive (thank god, they were all family +.+) and the loudness began. I tried sleeping, to no avail, and joined them instead. They were getting all worked up over 'Pictionary Man'. I played, since I like drawing.

After that, everyone left and we (all the women, of course) cleaned up all the after Thanksgiving mess. It was terrible. x_x

The day after, we didn't go shopping, and my aunt, on her cleaning rampage, lost every pencil to my name (except my lucky H STAEDTLER). I couldn't imagine leaving for 3 whole days without them, so I just ransacked the house, called her repeatedly, then organized the hell closet.

Nothing.

3 hours later, the whole box "magically" appeared on the kitchen desk.

(A/N: To my cousin who decided to torture Terra that day, drop dead.)

Finally around 6:00 that day, after 3 weeks of 'helping' there, we went HOME, I cleaned the floors, cleaned the kitchen, gamed, and SLEPT.

I'm going to school. ._.
The people there seem pretty cool from an overview. :>
I may hate it; the work gets me really frustrated because it reminds me of 5th grade...but it's okay, I just have to really dumb down to get t finished.
It seems REALLY pointless.
My old homeschool CAVA had an 11th grade curriculum for 8th grade, so I'm used to being really challenged. DX

Anyways...one of the first assignments is to draw a fanart of the character 'Stargirl' from the kids novel (it's a bit peurile & overall predictive, but a light and very simple read), so...I got no prob with that. /(OwO)b

I'll do my best...

~Teko

I forgot to do an intro, lol.

Hi, I'm Teko~! OwO

I'm 15, love BL, manga, drawing BL manga... any fujoshi stuff, really-

Ahem. Sorry. >.>

I'm tall and gangly and am oversensitive about...everything, srsly; I've been vegetarian (since birth), and I don't care about beauty aesthetics at all!  >:D

I really love drawing so much; it's all I can do.   .__.

I'm really trying to get $40 so I can buy a tablet...so, if you like my art, commission me! they start at $1 and go up to $20. :>

My manga of choice right now are Fullmetal, Reborn, any BL at all, and a few new manga,  but I'm open to anything! I don't watch anime much tjough, I get bored...OTL


Okay...That's all I can think to put...xD;;

                                                                  Drawing some yaoi atm,
                                                                                      ~Teko. >:D